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Whoever said opening the third eye was enough to reach enlightenment was surely wrong. 

When our one human race bloomed at last, sprouting ascendant chakras like leaves unfurled toward the sun, we reentered the golden yuga. And like magic, the great things of yore slowly returned to the people. We had made it through our times of tribulations as a collective. And those that hadnt, well we would patiently wait upon their reincarnates to attain that same Buddhahood before all moving on as one.

It was readily apparent then that the wheel’s great turning was indeed just as the puranas of old had intimated. 

But as our consciousnesses expanded, so too did our abilities to see beyond this one plane. And with that we came to revisit the old words and their meanings. We saw that the cosmic order that held our universe together was only our own. Floating in the boundless causal Ocean, that frothing primordial abyss, were more bubbles, more universes like our own, all winking into existence then blinking out in accordance with their own circumstances, and each operating according to its own dharma.

That our cosmic order, our dharma, wasnt so absolute was a contentious revelation and a large contingent were left broken in spirit. But it livened my spirit, I must selfishly admit. To know there was a larger order to seek, a dharma of dharmas so to speak, meant there was more to ascend toward. More for us to learn and experience. More to be. 

Did the Boddhisatvas of old know of this? I imagined meeting one in another life and them smiling back at me in amazed wonder, or them simply nodding their aware affirmation: both possibilities excited me greatly and near-equally.

Worlds upon worlds. Planes upon planes. Bubbles upon bubbles. And at the spiralling lotus-centre of each bubble sat its own maha-deity responsible, we thought, for observing his or her own children and rearing them to maturation. A universe bringing itself to crescendo before blinking out in that ocean of chaos.

My third eye sees deeper now. In the abyss between worlds, before and after worlds, stirs Tiamat, the original chaos-construct, the alpha-omega maha-dragon that begat all, will beget all, will destroy all. It is fair in its creation and destruction. It plays no favourites.

Well the maha-deities would expand their domains infinitely were it up to them, such is their love for their own. But such actions would encroach upon other universes, would spill into and cannibalise its neighbours: so pure a love would consume all else.

Tiamat, detached and unthinking. Unfeeling and unbeing. It besets each deity against the others as ultimate deterrent. Only an all-consuming love can push back against another all-consuming love. Only love can assure a destruction so mutual as to ensure an enforceable security.

I see again the bubbles in the causal Ocean with even greater clarity. I note again their winking into existence, their blinking out at random and realise they extinguish at twice the rate they form. Far too many to attribute to the greater dharmic order that is natural chaos, or to Tiamat. No, these failures lay on the lotus-sitters. Maha-dieties either lacking in sufficient love to expand beyond their cosmic remit and thereby be pushed back by another in deadlock. Or, those with exceeding empathy towards neighbours with the sufficient will to love.

Soul Walk 02, a painting by Tzi Artistic

The stone, smooth. To look at. To touch. As though washed over by a thousand torrents, which it had been. Polished as though it had passed a thousand sculpting hands. In actuality though just one sculptor had lain hands upon the stone. A pearl, the likes of which had heretofore been rarely seen but oft spoken of. Even now the sculptor toiled away beside it, though the thing was discarded to his mind.

Well. He had been a sculptor once. In a sense he still was but what he shaped in this younger age had changed. As had how he shaped his new object and the tools he employed in its crafting.

He bristled as an accidental glance aside brought the smooth pearl to fresh attention. That response by now as automatic as it was cultivated. The stony pearl, that had been the object of eons of his attention, irritated him now. Once though it had been both his literal soul and the perfected fruits of its labour.

But in the age that followed his heart and mind became clear upon the fact that the shape of his soul was incongruous to the whole. An inert piece perfected far beyond its complementary parts. But there was no fashioning a like heart or mind, for such things were by-products only. No the only hope was to develop them in the process of crafting as he knew.

So he fostered imperfect impulses within himself now, so as to craft a lesser soul-form and in the doing craft a sharper heart and mind of a more approximate measure. And these impulses by design, namely: a reasonable impatience at the glacial ages that his craft took; a resentment and anger at the punitive nature of the way of things to his early attainment of a perfect form; a pre-emptive exiles, self-imposed and borne of feeling deserted by his kind; and an entitlement that such a master sculptor as he should ever be denied any fruits, even those not yet laboured towards.

He looked back now to his new incomplete soul-form: as yet a jagged dull knife, not reflective of the epochs spent upon it. They would not have his soul. Not the old or new. And he would have his bettered heart and mind one way or another.

In the throes of all his nurtured impure impulses, the once-sculptor angrily took into his hand the perfect smooth pearl. And as though it were a whetstone, he sharpened his new soul-form upon the old.